For the first time I realize that I can turn to God with the real things, that I can trust Him with the hard things-with anything. Even this. It is the first time I realize that God, who is infinite, can also be personal.In Even This, Emily Belle Freeman shares her own deeply personal experiences of feeling forgotten by God-from the fear of abandonment in a dark hospital room to the desperation that followed months of unanswered prayers. In a moment of honesty, she found herself asking the question she had been afraid to consider: "Where is God in this?"Through biblical insight, genuine realness, and beautiful prose, Emily will help you discover how to:diminish the power of doubt by coming to understand why the place of deepest asking is where the believing begins;stop letting fear dictate the depth of your belief through daily reflections that will restore your confidence in God; andlet go of your need to control by discovering what is holding you back from being completely vulnerable with God.Trust that God may have something different in mind for you-something better.